Sunday, April 13, 2008
Was cleaning the cage. It was left empty since 3 weeks ago? Wonder what happened to PIG. Probably turned into breakfast for the crows. Poor thing. But weirdly i am not really affected. How can i be affected? Come on. I am the kind that won't let anything affect me and even if i am affected, the effect won't last more than a few days.
So i was cleaning the cage and i thought to myself, I want to try again. Try to raise a pet of my own again and i have decided. I will go buy myself Pig Jnr when i get back from Ko Samui. Won't cost too much. All i have to get are items like the tank, house, wheel and maybe a bottle since i have a small one already. Not to forget a cover so that no bloody bird can have access to it. Adding on the cost of the hamster, it will probably cost me 80 bucks.
What should i wear tomorrow? I truly have no idea. Let just hope that i can find something nice for tomorrow.
And why the hell have i turned into someone that bothers? Guess what. For work, i do something with my hair everyday. For work, i bother to dress up decently. And yesterday, i just went for a hair cut despite the fact that my last haircut was like a month ago (i use to go every 3-4 months or sometimes half a year).
When was the last time i was involved in doing a camp? Not the kind that i just go back and smile and say hi to the juniors. But the kind that i really truely get involved with the planning and get stressed? A year ago. A whole god damn year ago. Its damn long. Need more action soon. Need the stress and the adrenaline. ARGHH.